Capiche.

I'm Rachel. I'm a mum and I like sunshine, great music, fruit, beaches, being outdoors, making things, road trips, funny movies, photography, Formula 1 racing and most geeky things. Sometimes NSFW.

I am not myself lately.

And I don’t like it. Today I became a sook, at the drop of a hat, while I was on the phone to someone I care about. I just hope so much that they weren’t offended. It was all because we were supposed to meet up and it didn’t work out, it was no one’s fault. I’m usually happy all the time and if I’m not I am insanely good at faking it. Not today, apparently. Not when it really matters.

Ugh, I’m such an idiot.

I get that I’m going to be more emotional at times while this is going on, but I also need to stop being a brat.