February 2012
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I had the best day yesterday
It was all kinds of fun. It was exactly what I needed.
I don’t think anyone or anything will be able to wipe the smile off my face for a few days.
“Never half-ass two things. Whole-ass one thing.”
– Ron Swanson (via ckck)
:D :D :D !!!!!!!
Guys
I’m going out tonight for a few drinks. On a Sunday. I’m excited. It’s been a while since I’ve been able to do this!
Too bad I have to work tomorrow or it would be many drinks and possibly an all nighter, because I rarely have ‘a few’. Go big or go home, right?
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I don't know
I am looking forward to being my own boss again but sometimes it would just be so nice to be, and feel, important to someone. To be a priority to someone. To feel wanted. To feel like someone cares about me. It’s been so long since I’ve had that kind of… Companionship? I feel like I’ve been robbed of it. I’m not an overbearing person, I don’t ask for a lot, I...
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Jeff Buckley - Everybody Here...
On feeling worthless
Things are still the same as they were two weeks ago.
He still wants me to reconsider, still won’t take no for an answer, but still won’t give me any space.
When I first told him, we were laying next to each other on our bed, not touching, and I asked him if he truly didn’t see this coming.
He said, “I knew I treated you like shit, but I never thought you’d...
“There are better things ahead than any we leave behind.”
– C. S. Lewis (via girlwithoutwings)
True. (via kristinamarie)
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Home
After drinking. Only to be sworn at. Over it. Time to move on.
I drunk texted a few peeps tonight. Not ashamed. That’s how I roll, apparently. Can’t get drunk without talking nonsense to at least one person via text, or Facebook.
The amount of time it took me to write this post after correcting spelling errors is quite embarrassing.
“To be beautiful means to be yourself. You don’t need to be accepted by others....”
– Thich Nhat Hanh, The Art of Power (via soul-surfer)
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I am not myself lately.
And I don’t like it. Today I became a sook, at the drop of a hat, while I was on the phone to someone I care about. I just hope so much that they weren’t offended. It was all because we were supposed to meet up and it didn’t work out, it was no one’s fault. I’m usually happy all the time and if I’m not I am insanely good at faking it. Not today, apparently. Not...
I need space
So much.
Just a little time to myself.
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“It really is horrifying that Kanye West got not only more flack, but a worse...”
– vuhnessah (via youveescaped)
I’M NOT OKAY WITH CHRIS BROWN PERFORMING AT THE... →
I’m sick and tired of people acting like it’s no big deal that Chris Brown will be performing at the Grammys.
I’m frustrated that the mainstream media is covering this story like it’s any comeback story, like an exiled prince’s return to a former glory, like this is another political timeline — as though some rich and powerful old white men in the music business have not just issued an enormous...
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Here it goes
Last weekend, I ended a nine year relationship. It was, easily, the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do.
I didn’t get the reaction I expected. I expected ‘fine’, instead I got ‘I can change, I will change’. It’s not that I don’t believe him, it’s just too late. Six years too late.
I told him everything I felt; ignored, unloved, walked all...
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“Don’t let your happiness depend on something you may lose.”
– C.S. Lewis (via jerrodellis)
“You don’t just love your children. You fall in love with them…You get to share...”
– Frasier Crane (via al3xgrac3)
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“I think it’s very healthy to spend time alone. You need to know how to be alone...”
– Olivia Wilde (via seanblr)
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It's so frustrating
When someone tries to tell you they “at least” deserve another chance when, for years, they didn’t think you even deserved to be heard.
Yet you still feel like a heartless bitch for not wanting to give this person another chance.
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I love Kimi Raikkonen too
And I want him to do well (though not as well as Alonso and Webber).
But we all know, deep down, that testing times aren’t good indicators of season performance. Let’s not get our hopes up, guys.
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Coco Pops for lunch
Don’t mind if I do.
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- Scared
- Sad
- Anxious
- Tired
- Nervous
- Guilty
- Lost
- Found
- Alive
- Dead
- Excited
- Anticipation
- Conflicted
- Free?
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So, guys...
I’m now a single mama…
So… Yeah.
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This week is going to change my life.
I’m anxious.
Also, I committed to signing up for Tough Mudder (a really intense, 20km obstacle course that involves freezing cold lakes, thick mud, fire, electric wires, and other tricky stuff) last night. I haven’t officially signed up, but I assured my team mates I will do it. I can’t back out, and I’ll regret it if they go ahead without me. I’m already petrified,...
“There are dreamers and there are realists in this world. You think the dreamers...”
– Modern Family (via vous-trouvez)
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Madi came out with some gems today...
Madi: Lucas will be a kid one day.
Me: He is a kid already.
Madi: No, not a baby-kid. A KID-kid!
Then, as I was cleaning her ears in the bath:
“That’s where I keep my pumpkins!”
And, just before bed time:
“When we go to the zoo, can I ride the giraffes?”